somewhere

sometimes watching my life and myself played in character in movies.
although i dun realise it at that instant, but somehow u know in your heart how he feels.
why he never really smile. why he just wanna be silly to capture attention. why sex is just like a routine work w/o passion.
why he just wait for that exciting moment to happen although he knows it wont last too long.

it's me ... somewhere.

but now i am waiting for the new. it's supposed to be this yr. when i knew for a long time that i'll start everything by 30.




'somewhere'