high&mighty

i do not have the talent of conversing easily with people i just met.
- mr.darcy - pride & prejudice-

ignite a moment. a spark is essential.

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beginners

one of a relationship movies that i watched in few cuts, and still unable to digest the whole story. but it's memorable because of the bizarre storyline that surrounded the 'coming out' situation of the main character's dad before his death and how it affected his coming relationship with a french girl. loved some scenes like the scene captions i put up here. just whimsical.. sweet. 

starring ewan mcgregor, christopher plummer, melanie laurent

懷念

搜索腦裡 為完的齟齬 對著空氣 還擊著你的問題 推辭每次 真實的相距 困著自己 渴望著你的消息 沾沾自喜 拒絕的魅力 不著痕跡 享受著與你的距離 翻來覆去 甜蜜的懷疑 故作神秘 延續著你的好奇 也許喜歡懷念你 多於看見你 也許喜歡想像你 多於得到你

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some of my friends are doing well, in their life, next phase. happy for them. how about me? still planning and hoping for the best.

2011 ends

a new 2012 begins. an old year has passed and have become memories regardless of how you chose to keep in your memory. the bad ones were there to keep you stronger. here are some that i treasured the most.

hope can do sth with myself more in coming new year.
despite friends gatherings and weddings, trip to hk and bandung, watch faye wong live for my 2nd time, and graduation, i can feel myself getting cornered into an unhappy side more.

maybe need more traveling by myself.. to get inspired by different cultures and new places and more inspiring ppl..











but i know happiness lies in my hand..

is it me?

i wanted to know. if it's possible. it's been a wait since 2010.
a recovering people pleaser.
and yet i know i am still chasing shadows in my head.

=.=

the one

the perfect companion.. the perfect lover.... the perfect color... the perfect smile... the perfect job... the perfect life... the perfect goal.. the perfect dream... the perfect signature.. the perfect tone.. the perfect example.. the perfect candidate.. the perfect kiss... the perfect ............

to go or not to go
to love or not to love
to dream or not to dream
to act or not to act
to be or not to be